Santa I've been a good girl this year!

Today was Christmas wrapping day, because do you know what tomorrow is? CHRISTMAS! Don't worry everyone I realize that the date tomorrow is the 22nd BUT for me this year my first Christmas is on the 22nd at 10:00 PM. (I'll tell you how it goes!) Every year we get together with my dad's side of the family. They either come here to Utah or we go to California. This year were going to California so we have most of our Christmas before we leave! So I helped my mom by wrapping the presents this year! Yes I wrapped mine but I was a good girl and didn't even peek! My favorite part of the Christmas season is being with my family! We did so much with my Grandma Oka when she was here that now it's a good time to just look back at memories with her. It really doesn't matter the day or if there are presents. As long as there is lot's of family and memories it's Christmas:)

I hate today, and tomorrow, and the next day:(

Finals stink. That's all there is to it. Burn yourself out until you feel like you can't go any longer and then guess what! You get to do it all again tomorrow! Genius idea right! Wrong. My body/brain can not handle this overload! So in spite of this horrible week they call finals week I'm going to make a list.
TOP 1o REASONS I HATE FINALS WEEK
1. Multiple large comprehensive finals
2. The fact that for some reason finals justifies HORRIBLE! junk food
3. Staying up until the wee hours of the morning studying and then waking up 3 hours later to take the final
4. Having to study in the library where annoying girls chomp their popcorn incredibly loud!
5. Failing a final you worked your bum bum off for
6. My social life is no existent
7. Not being able to attend to my nightly ritual of watching Arrested Development before I go to bed
8. Thinking it's Thursday and looking at the calender and it says Monday
9. Feeling guilty for turning on the television for 15 minutes
10. Being so tired I don't even put my sheets all the way on my bed before going to sleep
Finals stink.

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Today is one of those days where I have SO much on my mind and yet can not stop on a complete thought. Don't you hate those days. You just want to sit down and have a relaxing meditation and your head thinks you want to be on a game show with a million different thoughts and facts running through your head! I suppose this will also make more an interesting entry, or a completely disastrous entry. Were just going to do a quick break down of the thoughts so here goes! Keep a pillow and blanket close by just in case.
First thought. You are who your family is. Do you believe it. I think it's crap. You are whoever you want to be. Yes your family plays a part in making you who you are, but you can choose the direction you go. Good or bad. Another thing. No one's family is perfect. Everyone has imperfect stuff that goes on behind closed doors. Inevitable. So don't hide behind family problems. Man up. Yes family issues are hard, but life's hard.
Second thought. I really want bangs. Like these! I'm scared though. I don't usually get scared about hair, it grows.
Third thought. Why do crazies come out of the wood works all at once. Is there a club? If there is I want to know. It'd be fun to be on the other side for a change. Break up with your girlfriend this morning and want to get to know me 3 hours later. Don't think so. Meet me once and tell me you can't think of anything better that could have happened. Funny joke. Go stand in your corner and don't come out until you know how to behave properly. Thanks.
There are plenty more thoughts up there and much more expounding upon but I could feel myself getting enraged about a few so I'm going to leave it at that. Blogging therapy was a fail tonight. My brains wanted to turn it's 5K into a marathon.